Are really differences what keeps us together, what prevents us from falling apart? Or are they meant to avoid our mutual understanding laying the foundations for an unavoidable separation? I'm not sure of that. I guess all we have to do is follow our feelings, they'll probably drive uS toward what we need, whether that is something more "like us" or not. I believe i couldn't be with someone who's exactly like me. He would tend to escape, to be untrustworthy, unreliable, so offish! I couldn't stand being next to someone like that. I myself tend to run away every single time that something goes wrong.
But still there's something about this guy... I've hardly ever spoken to him, but there's something that intrigues me, i can clearly see something of myself in his eyes... the way he talks, writes and his lifestyle... just like me he's also trying to escape from himself... to get lost, experiment life, understand people. His searching for his bliss in life's pleasures and in what this poor society of ours has to offer. He's a thinker, just like me. I'd want him to disappear from my life. This is just too tempting. It's like i have to see what's between us or why i'm so attracted to him. I hope I'll never find out.
What I'm really doing instead is spending my current time with someone who belongs to a different world, someone who's there 24/7, who believes in family values as well as in cinicism and social issues.
I think at some point there's something that counts more than chemistry: there's life. There's a rational part that has to take over us when we risk screwing up. There's sharing your time with someone who loves you almost more than himself, someone you can rely on when your chemistry is gone, or youth, or when you're going through a hard time.
That chemistry can't provide...
We should stop looking for the best and start looking for what's best for us.
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